It has been 21 weeks since my last entry and most of you probably think I fell off the corner of the earth, maybe I have. But, I am here. And I do miss all of you. I am coming back to Louisville in August for the fair. Maybe we can get a group of old friends back together for a day of fun in the sun.

I am still here. I haven't dropped off of the face of the planet. And if there was something then that went unsaid, y'all might as well say it. I thought we were all friends but I guess I did something wrong in those days to drive you all away. For that. I'm sorry. I tried to be a good friend. And I really thought y'all were my friends too...

I'm so excited, this Saturday, last Saturday, I went to Win River Casino in Redding, CA to see Firehouse, Warrant and Ratt perform. The energy was amazing from Firehouse and I got to shake their hands, give my hugs and even got a kiss on the cheek from the lead band member. THen, I got their autographs and gave their new CD to my father-in-law-to-be for his birthday. I won $7.25 at the casino from a $5 bill. Not a bad weekend guys.

Hello everyone- long time no talk to- but I have myspace now. Look for me under alliyahsaotome or alliyahsaotome@hotmail.com or nena. I should be there somewhere. Drop me a line and come read what I have to say

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Well, guess who I heard from the other day? DeeDee. How she got Jason's number? Kenny gave it to her. Which I'm pissed about ok, now I understand why you should get someone's number from that person- or at least call and ask if it is ok for you to give their number to someone else. I don't want her calling me. I put all of that behind me. I don;t want to bring it back!

period one:
-who sits in front of you? no one
-do you like this class? math? eh..it's ok
-what class is it? government
-who's your teacher? Valarde
-did you ever fall asleep in first period? never

period two:
-who sits to your left? no one ( these classes are really small)
-are you failing this class? nope
-is this your favorite class? nope
-what reminds you of 2nd period? boredom
-what class is it? English
-who's your teacher? Ms. Bulcroft
-who do you talk to the most? Samantha

period three:
-is your best friend in this class with you? nope i dont have a best friend
-do you hate anyone in this class? um stupid annoying people...
-who's the teacher? Mrs. Bulcroft
-do you eat in this class? never
-who sits on your right? the teacher

period four:
-what do you do during 4th period? Health
-Who do you talk to? noone
-Who is your teacher? Mr. O'Connor
-do you chew gum in 4th period? never
-anyone you want to shoot during 4th period? everyone b/c they talk to much
at this point I say fuck it and go home and play with my kitties and watch t.v!! ^^;;

Lydia This Is For You!

I have tried the number you gave me and I get someone else. I tried and tried, double-checked the number and tried again. My number is 530-572-0223, how many posts have that in it to you I couldn't count on one hand but YOU CAN CALL ME. Why should it be just me trying to call you? How fair is that?

To Anyone Who Still Cares

Nothing is happening, I haven't posted in a long time and I have a myspce now- not much on that either. I've missed a lot of school and my neighbors let the cat that I gave them run away and I'm really pissed about that. I'm really sad and can't bear to tell "mama" about it. And I don't know, it's just sad.

Later on:
I was at work yesterday and I was there for thirty minutes before they told me to go home. Why? I was in Drive thru back window at mcdonald's and front window was pushing me to go faster to get drive times down. Ok, times are supposed to be 157 and she had them down to 109. So, she was yelling at me, then the store manager, EVA, who I'm usually really good with, yells at me, tells me I'm slow and that I need help. I didn't need help. Front window wasn't getting cars moving fast enough and I couldn't take money. I was getting yelled at because of front window's hold ups by front window. And the manangers were coming down on me! THen. the person they sent to do my job becasue I supposedly couldn't do it, wasn't doing what she needed to do. She wasn't doing aNYTHing she was supposed to be doing so I just told her if you're going to be back here doing a job, do it right. And I was telling her things that she wasn't doing. I was pissed to begin with about the whole thing. I mean they told me I was slow and needed help from a ROOKIE!. So, she goes and tells them that she can't work with me so they just up and send me home. Jason tells me they told him to tell me, not only to send me home, but that it was nothing personal. THe other girl that supposedly couldn't work with me, got sent home. I was doing just fine by myself back there and got accused for doing somehting I didn't do and got sent home. I lost $25 dollars on my next paycheck because of that day and I am down right PISSED about it.

alrighty so, it's been awhile for those of us who still care. But to others who think no one still cares about them- you shouldn't shut out the people who care about you most like I did and now, you don't even return my phonecalls and you've been given my number hundreds of times and don't bother to call. So, think about what your doing to others before you think about what others are doing to you.
on other notes, Jason and I are doing beautifully. We have a vacation planned for valentine's day. We got a hotel in ashland- a cute li'l B&B kinda thing. AND the room has a jacuzzi in the room! Oh it sounds wonderful and I can';t wait to get there.
work has been kinda wierd this week. We're promoting our new spicy chicken sandwich and I got to hand out free samples so I endded up working nine hours overtime this week and I am exhausted

So, I did a google search for one of my old friends in middle school and what do you know, it gave me his email address so I emailed him. He replied! So...I'm not sure I want to let him know who it is at first because he didn't really like me much and I'm afraid of being shut out.

How do you talk to an angel, wings spread in hopes of flight
How do you tell an angel being in their arms feels right
How do you ask them to clip their wings and say, "don't fly away"
Making so they're never truly able to fly again

How do you teach a bird to sing, or the blind to see
How do you describe the sunset to sightless eyes
Or teach the mute to speak, how do you turn evil sweet

How do you tell someone you love them more than life itself
And do so just with simple words, do so without help
How do you tell them it's not worth living without them in your life
How do you tell them being with them is the only thing that's right?

How do you tell them that they have broken your heart?
How do you tell them that they have left you crying in the dark?
How do you tell them they have left you broken, taken apart?

How do you find the strength to carry on, even though your love is gone?
How do you go from day to day, knowing nothing will ever be the same?
How can you forget something so original and new? And how can you
forget that he just didn't want to be with you

You turn on the light, dry your crying eyes and try to forget all the wonderful times
You put the pictures away, stop saying his name,. For now he is able to fly away
You stop crying every night and every day, you weren't meant to live life this way
You pick up the pieces of your once perfect life, and paste them together, though not as
well as you'd like

He will not look back and neither will I, for I refuse to sit and let my heart die
I'll pick up the pieces, step out into the light, stop living in sorrow, in the dark of night
The angel has left me, flown far away. He won't ever come back, nothing will be the
same

In the arms of the angel no solace can be found, he'll leave you crushed and broken, lying
on the ground. He'll tell you that this time with you has been a treasured memory, but that's not a good enough reason for why he flees

How do you tell and angel, they've shattered your fragile heart, how do you tell an angel,
your left alone in the dark.

How do you tell an angel you no longer believe in anything. How do you tell him that all your hopes once rested with him, no longer do you know exactly where to begin.

My Cressida transmission blew out on the freeway yesterday. Out here "what's an expressway?", anyway, it blew out and we had to tow it to Weed, CA and leave it there overnight until we could go pick it up in the morning after they told us they just so happen to not be qualified to work on transmissions or do diagnostics on them. Jason and Dad think that it is a flywheel or something simple like that, like a U-Joint. So, it was 100 dollars for the tow and 47.50 just for the inspection. So glad payday is friday maybe we'll get our car back by the weekend.
I bought this really cool glitter lamp with a dragon wrapped around it proytecting a castle and it's riches. I wish I had a picture. Now that I have pictures, I am on photobucket as alliyahsaotome19, I have an album there.

http://i29.photobucket.com/albums/c279/alliyahsaotome19/06-Photo6.jpg
This is Jason, finally I get a picture of Jason on here, who's wiped out asleep right now while I do laundry....lazy bum-j/k

http://i29.photobucket.com/albums/c279/alliyahsaotome19/002_00A.jpg
This is my attempt to get a picture on here, so this should be a picture of my kitten when she was a kitten, now she's about 3 months old and bigger than our other cat is at one year old

one reply to previous post.......very sad, no offense lydi

How many people out there still consider me their friend?

January *

1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? Lose weight, quit smoking, get married, get a liscense...so many things...

2. Who kissed you at midnight? I was asleep

3. Does it snow where you live? yep

4. Do you like hot chocolate? yesh

5. Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop? No

* February *

1. Who was your valentine in 2005? I don't think I had one

2. What did your valentine get you? um....

3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? of course, mommy made me

* March *

1. Are you Irish? part...but I'm mixed everything

2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? yep

3.What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005? was in school, didn't wear green last year

* April *

1. Do you love when it rains? YES! ^_^ except winter rain

2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? no...

3. Do you get tons of candy on easter? nope

* May *

1. What's your favorite kind of flower? Flower from Bambi

2. Do you like the spring? yesh

3. What would you think of as a spring color? pastel blues, greens and yellows

* June *

1.when did you graduate from school? I'll graduate February of 2006

2. Did you go on any vacations last June? I was homeless...that's a vacation I guess

* July *

1. What did you do on the 4th of July? nuttin'

2. Did you go on any vacations during this month? no


* August *

1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer? I moved to California

2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05? My entire family turning their back on me

3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? nope

4. Do you go to the beach a lot? I went to the beach in MArch...in Florida

* September *

1. Did you attend school/college in '05? yesh

2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? Hmm...no contest...

3. Do you like fall better than summer? I was born in the fall so I think that's why I like it

* October *

1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever? Gothic Vampire
3. What did you dress up like this year? I didn't go out for Halloween

* November *

1. Whose house do you usually go to for thanksgiving? Everybody's
3. Who/What are you thankful for? life, love, good family and not triflin people

* December *

1. Do you celebrate Christmas? yesh
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? no
3. What do you want this year for Christmas? To be happy
4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas? This year I got my engagement ring!
5. Do you like cold weather? sometimes

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As the year concludes...

I confess that in 2005 I...

( ) stayed single
( ) got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
(x) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x)someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under mistletoe

WORK/SCHOOL

( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
(x) changed jobs
(x) lost your job
(x) quit your job
(x) dated a co-worker
(x) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
(x) got fired from your job
(x) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
( ) found the subject you love
(x) failed a class
(x) cut class
(x) skipped school
(x) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
(x) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got lead in the school play
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget

OTHER

(x) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
(x) skinny-dipped
( ) went to a sleep over
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) visited a foreign state
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
(x) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
( ) went to a party
( ) drank alcohol
(x) drank alcohol underage
(x) did (a) drug(s)
( ) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
( ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
( )saw your favorite band/artist live
(x) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
(x) Enjoyed this year overall